God is my rock from above but Larry is my rock here on earth and I don't know what I would do without him. I love him to the moon and back.
Well basically not a bad day work was ok except for having to work on the Late Invoicing Report such a boring and mundane task. But it’s part of my job and I am thankful I only have to do it every other week. Other than that just the same old day work, home, dinner and TV. I keep hoping one day I will wake up and something great will happen (other than me waking up) and I will have a day without a sad moment. It's kind of weird though yesterday was tough with the shower but I held up great I think then after cleaning up and resting I sat down to watch some TV and at the end of my show they were giving a little boy a 4th Birthday party and I just lost it and keep saying over and over its just not fair Melissa will never have another Birthday. I don't know if it was a sad cry or a mad cry. Also I had just a weird feeling about something happing to Larry so I called him and I think he really thought I was crazy but he was ok so I felt better until on the way home and a maroon Ford F150 flew by me and I got really mad and was thinking could that be the guy who ran Melissa off the road and I told myself I was going to go home and plaster his name every where I could to warn everyone to watch out for him. Then I realize he can get away with what he did but if I plastered his name everywhere he would come after me. I know I have said this before but I sure want the world to know who he is and it is driving me crazy. I am just screwed up and here to tell you I am thankful that I can say whatever I want to say on my blog to vent and even more Thank Full that God keeps me on the straight pathway that he wants me to be on.
Congradulations Cindy, you have done an amazing job setting up this blog! Keep up the good work! I love ya, di
ReplyDeleteCindy, I can't imagine being a mom and having to go through this terrible time. I've kept you in my prayers and will continue to do so. I'm glad you made this blog, it was a good idea.
ReplyDeleteI am getting caught up on the blog since last week...I have a headache from sitting here crying. I can feel your pain, anger, frustration, etc. I see that Larry, Trey, your family and friends are a great support to you and know that it can still be a struggle day to day. Bless you Cindy...
ReplyDeleteI was so worried about you when I first heard about the accident. I am so happy that you have found and outlet to let out your frustrations. I can only image your pain, anger and heart felt lost. I enjoy reading your blog and see how God is working though you to help you with all of this weight that is on you. It blesses me to see everything that he is doing for you and your family. I also cry with you over the heartache you put in your blog too. I was never blessed with children to raise. I can not even image what you have been going though. I can not wait to see what else comes from this blog for you. Bless you with all you have been writing... I hope the words touch someone heart that need them too....
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