I had a great visit with Melissa yes it was very tearful but I was able to pray and let God know exactly what I was needing and I am so looking forward to seeing how he has me handle my prayers and helping me get my act together. It is almost a year now since I lost my precious sweet baby girl and the pain is still deep but I know I am healing and getting there; where I know God wants me to be and where Melissa would be happy for me. I so miss seeing her beautiful face and smelling her; not to mention her free spirit, laughter. I would do anything to have her back even put up with her hard head and bad behavior we dealt with at times when she was in school. I love her so much there are no words to describe it however I do know she is in Heaven with other family members having a wonderful time. But like in a song we played at her funeral I just keep telling her “Save a place for me Save a place for me; I be there soon”. What a glorious and happy day that will be when all of us are together again and I can have peace know that my family is saved and will all be together again.

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