Well it has been 1year and 1week since our lives changed beyond my wildest thoughts. The days and night are getting easier but by far are we ready to say our lives are back to normal and everything is rosy. To be honest I know they will never be normal again as a stranger told me shortly after the accident we have to learn to live with the new normal so I guess that is what we are doing. As I lay on the couch all day today due to knee injury and surgery schedule for this Wednesday my mind keep going back to Melissa and how she was always there for me when I was sick or just needed her. She could almost read my mind when something was up, I remember one night I was at home alone; why who knows but I do remember working on the computer and being sad when I hear the door bell ring and when I go to the door no one is there but a rose and a card from her and she tells me to hang in there that it was going to be ok and that she would always be there for me. She was nowhere in sight and she still lived at home however when she did come home from her friends she just smiled and went off to bed. I knew that she would always be there for me and she was no matter what. If someone made me mad I had to watch her to make sure she did not give them a piece of her mind and if I was sick she made a great nurse. So as I begin this week knowing another surgery is coming just like at Thanksgiving it saddens me that the best nurse in the world will not be here to help me in the physical form however she will be with me beginning Monday with pre op all the way up to being in the operating room and making sure this doctor does it right. I feel I am blessed to have my angel up in heaven with her grandfathers, big brother, uncles and other family member telling God hey that’s my mom please take good care of her. And that my friends is where I get my comfort in knowing that God will be with me through another part of life this week.
Melissa girl mom loves you to the moon and back.
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