Well today was my first day back at work after being sick thus the reason for the Maersk blue ink. Boy was it a mess all the systems I need to do my job were not working on my PC and had to call the help desk (IT )several times to get that fixed, 1 meeting to go to as well. Oh and my email well we are all getting new email address and since I was out they gave my full name as my new email L but ok I can live with that just thankful they did not use Cynthia. So they got the email up and I click on my inbox to fine 115 emails ok I can work with that. Then that is when it hits me I have 13 emails from a company called Mylife.com and it is telling me that this guy is looking for me and it is the guy that ran Melissa off the road in her fatal accident. I tell you my heart went to beating so fast I thought I was going to faint so both my supervisor came over and were yelling(well not really yelling) at me to move they wanted to hurry and delete them and I yelled no wait the D.A. might need them so they created a folder and we saved them. Our manager had us click on one and we went to the bottom of the email to unsubscribe; why we never subscribed I though,so I was confused but he said it would stop them. I forwarded one to Larry and he is trying to see if he could figure it out as he is a good detective. I am going nuts trying to figure it out due to my previous work email for work was employee # and we get no personal emails and not allowed on the internet. We have our own web site of course but to go to any other well let’s just say I have not because I like and need my job and if I wanted to find someone I would do it at home and it would not be that jerk. Would I like to find him and talk to him you bet but I know that will never happen so I just don’t think about him other than to pray for him to find it in his heart to seek God for what he done and I try very very hard to forgive him for not stopping to see if he could help her. See I know in my heart he did not get up on April 23, 2010 and say I am going to go out drive like a crazy person and kill the girl that drives the little yellow car that has a bumper sticker that says I Love My Solider. If I didn’t do that I would not ever get 1 night of sleep and I would not be the Christian I am if I didn’t. Now if I could just get it together about my sister and not let her get to me with everything I think God would be a little happier with me. Well I am going to close for today as I am totally exhausted and I am going to try and get some rest so I can hit it hard and heavy again tomorrow. However before I go if you read this today or the next please pray for my son Trey he has and ear infection or something and just cannot get rid of it and it has been going on for 2 ½ weeks. Even after 3 doctors apt. Thank you all and remember as always I love you all to the moon and back.
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