I am so proud of myself today I got up and made it to church. I have to admit in the past 14 months I have not been good at going yes some have been due to illness and not being home but are a lot are just because I didn’t want to get out of the bed. The sermon was great and my Life Group class was great Linda one of our teachers did an awesome job on the lesson. So after church I came home to go off and run some errands with Larry and after we went and ate Mexican food for Lunch I feel it is where Melissa would have wanted to take her daddy for Father’s day. Trey had to work and so he couldn't be with us but we brought him left overs. We had a great lunch then home for a rest before going to the viewing for his cousin David funeral.

 I feel it is extremely hard when you’re talking to someone day and things are ok and then the next day you get a phone call that he is passed away. I think your head goes just in so many different directions and you don’t know if you’re coming or going. This is how our whole family is feeling not to mention his children, sister, niece and fiancé’. My heart is just breaking for them and I know there is nothing you can say or do other than pray for them to get through this storm in their lives. When someone has been sick for a long time or if they are elderly then it is easier to take in my opinion and I have been through it both ways. Don’t get me wrong it is very hard either way and I just don’t know how people get through life without faith in God.

Now I am going to brag a bit on my boys. Trey even though he had to work he made sure he had a card for his dad and a gift along with calling him several times today. He has to work again tomorrow and won’t be able to go with us but he is worried about his dad and the rest of the family. We can’t wait for Trey to tell us he is going to ask Lauren to marry him so we will have her and little man Gavin in our family forever. They already share their lives with us but when it is official it will be wonderful. We love her and her family so much already.  

Then on our way to the viewing Jon called and asks could he go to the funeral with us tomorrow and wished Larry Happy Father’s Day. As you most know  Jon was Melissa husband and we have remained close to him since her death and it made me feel good that he cares enough for our family to want to go with us tomorrow.  It just happen that he is home this week from work as he works 8 days then off 6 days.

Well enough bragging I better get to bed as we have a hard day ahead of us and I will need all the rest I can get to be able to get through the day. Please pray for all the Zingelmann and remember I love you all to the moon and back.

My Sons Jon and Trey they had been duck huting at Christmas time.